I Love Acting in Foot Fetish Videos

Humiliating my friend. For fun.

As most people know being a student can be tough, between the classes and exams it’s hard to find a way to support yourself financially. Most students turn to restaurants gigs or shitty office jobs, and sure, you can make good money that way without a doubt. But it’s boring. I on the other hand have the best part-time job in the world. I act in foot fetish videos and I love it.

To me, feet are just a weird, awkward version of hands that some people happen to find very sexy. All sorts of people have foot fetishes, but never in a million years did I think that I would ever enjoy kicking someone in the face, humiliating them by spitting on them while I stand on their chest, or actually get a good laugh from cutting off someone’s breathing until I let them have one gasp of air before delivering a smart coup-de-pied to the jaw. But I do, and I’m not ever going to change, so I embrace it. My very first foot fetish shoot took place at 8 AM in my apartment with the friend who introduced me to the foot porn director. I won’t lie, I was nervous and didn’t really know how to feel about the situation, but after the first ten minutes of talking to the guy (while he offered us energy drinks for making us get up so early) I decided he was cool and I was okay to work with him. I don’t even remember what the first scenario was—it was just some basic stuff to get me used to the idea of it. I stood on his chest and smothered his face with my foot to stop him from breathing, I rammed my socked foot into his mouth and told him he was a bad boy. This was the first time I have ever experimented with feet being sexual objects. It was new and exciting to me. It was a surreal situation, and after we wrapped up the 15 minutes of filming we talked about what I would like to do with his company. I just kept thinking “I can’t believe I just did that… did that even happen? Is it weird that I want to do it again?” I had to sign some waivers and then he gave me 100$. That’s when I decided it wasn’t weird at all and I wanted this to be my full-time job. The typical shoots that I work on last anywhere from 15-30 minutes and can be done with any amount of people. I prefer the shoots where two or three people are involved because it isn’t too hectic to watch or perform in. These videos are of the non-sexually explicit nature, so no one is fucking my feet and I’m definitely not getting any dick in my vag. Still, it’s hard work, and any longer would be absolutely exhausting. Instead of lying back and getting my tootsies porked, I have to focus on my balance—because standing on a human being isn’t exactly the most stable thing—and more importantly I need to make sure I don’t accidentally crack any ribs or seriously injure the sub past the point that they’re ok with.

What’s also fun is that I can wear whatever I want. I’m not required to wear skimpy lingerie, latex nurse uniform, or anything else I’m not comfortable in, and I never once had to make it sexual in a traditional sense and I’m able to maintain a really light and playful atmosphere. I’m pretty lucky because that’s just how my director works and he is very careful and concerned about the safety of the girls he employs. It’s nice to work with someone who has that mindset, unlike the other horror stories you hear from the adult entertainment industry, where girls get taken advantage of by being forced to have anal sex because they’re too afraid to speak up against their directors for fear of not getting another shoot.

Personal security and comfort is one of my requirements if I’m going to work with someone and unfortunately that is something most people are not in the habit of practicing. It’s not worth doing if you’re going to get walked all over and abused, in the figurative sense.

I get paid anywhere from $90 to $200, depending on the length of the shoot and scenarios we do. The more basic scenes merit less money but the longer ones, with some actual thought put into them and where there are location changes, is where you start making the big bucks. Right before every shoot there’s a short meeting that takes place between the girls in the film and the director. In these meetings we all talk about different possibilities for scenes. We all bring two different ideas like, “today I want to be a schoolgirl, and we can be in the school bathroom bullying a freshman and then I’ll smother her” or “so we’re on a date and you refuse to pay for the dinner, then I have to put you through humiliation in order to make up for your lack of manners.”

After that, we look at what we brought for outfits to wear during the shoots to see which ones are a good fit. It is exactly like a sexy storyboard meeting. Then we go out and drive around different neighbourhoods, scouting out parks and interesting places to film if the scenario requires it. We try and keep it somewhat secretive and in secluded locations, but every once and a while some stranger walks by and is completely dumbfounded by the site of a girl standing on some guys chest telling him he’s a piece of shit.

Me and a friend enjoying the park on a nice sunny day. My fondest memory from a shoot was one I shot with my good friend. The skit was simple, we were getting ready for school and she insulted me, so I put her through a bunch of humiliating tasks as a way of her making up for it. I forced her to clean my big black Doc Martens with her tongue while I was getting ready in the bathroom. When I was satisfied with the cleanliness of my boots I used her as a bathroom mat and stood on her and smothered her while I put on my makeup. After I was finished I made her say sorry about a hundred times, before I crouched down and slapped her in the face, and then pulled up her head back and spat in her mouth. It was the most fun I’ve ever had on set and it was pure gold. Later when we were talking about the scene we were able to share a good laugh over it as if it had just been an everyday occurrence—experiences like this just became another day at the office. People’s reactions when you tell them you do fetish videos are always varied. Most people are intrigued, but I can often sense some hesitation, wariness, and disbelief. For the most part I can feel them judging me. I could do this for the rest of my life, and I probably will. It makes life just that much more interesting. Also according to a new survey from Dutch scientists, people who engage in BDSM activities are more mentally balanced and have less anxiety than people who engage in normal sexual behavior. That, to me, makes complete and absolute sense. When I first started and was trying to be dominating, I would take shitty situations from my real life to fuel my performance. When it would all be over I would feel like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. It took away some of the edge and I would be able to deal with real life with a clear mind. It prevented me from irrationally lashing out at people who I believed to have wronged me. The more videos I did though, the less I thought of outside instances and just let go of the anger. I started to have fun with the experience itself, and once I got used the fact that these people actually like the pain, that’s when all the pleasure started and my life as a domme really began. I became more comfortable with inflicting pain on my submissives. Now, degrading people in the bedroom, on or off camera, has become one of my favourite things to do. It becomes part of you, and it’s awesome. There’s a certain stigma attached to fetish videos where most people think you’re a sexual deviant or have some daddy issues or whatever. It’s not like that at all. It’s fun, and if you’re not into it, so be it. Fetish videos aren’t for everyone, but if you like it then, you should watch them freely or act in a few like me. Life’s too short as it is, so why not try new things? You might be pleasantly surprised.

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